im in need of venting. too much is building up and i cant take i. theres really no one i can call my 2 am…yes i have 12am friends but 2am freinds? theyre not even friends. theyre more than that. and i wish i had one of them. my ride or die kind of friends. a person i can truly tell everything to..i just need someone to be there for me. my 12am people all have there people to go to and im just there. alone. by myself while everyone else has that special someone they can go to to talk about everything they need to relieve…i need that person. im waiting for you. if youre a person in need of a friend ill be here. because im in need of a friend… SCHOOL is stressing me out, the people in it, and those people are considered my bffs as they so call it. i once thought we were, and then i saw how you talk about someone else in the group and i realized, you probably do the same fucking shit to me. and i fucking dont like it. you like to start drama and you just love to be the center of attention. when boys come around, its like im friends with a horny bitch who wants to get it in with every person that has a dick, and let me tell you, you need to CUT THAT SHIT OUT. its not keep homie. seriously you need to stop. and i would tell this to your face, but i dont think youre real enough to take it all in because you see yourself as the victim when always youre the enemy. you turn guys on and you say you dont but you obviously do. and its just not casual talking. touching other guys’ penis is not okay espcially when you dont like the poor boy. you need to cut that shit out and grow the fell up.im done.